OKAY… So I like to write and since I have nothing better to do ( i have far too much time on my hands right now!), I decided to share a poem with errboodddy 😊.
*read in landscape please guys*
Lessons
I was overwhelmed by how much I loved you
We connected on a level that transcended words
I was so into you I guess my vision was blurred
I saw every red flag and ignored them too
Over time you didn’t even bother to hide your deceit
You were bold enough to lie while looking into my eyes
I was so insecure that I threw away my pride
A cycle I grew to despise but left on repeat
The saddest part is I never gave up on us
You grew bored and decided I wasn’t enough
Your exact words were ” I’m not ready for love”
Then walked out my life giving zero f***s
I cried myself to sleep wishing you were here
Stalked every profile you had ever created
Hoping and praying your love for me hadn’t faded
Knowing deep down there was never love there
As the weeks turn to months and I start to repair
I realized it wasn’t love that paralyzed me it was fear
The fear of being alone, the fear of starting anew
I now understand the beauty of what you put me through
I was inspired by this Shannon Boodram relationship series on YouTube! ( No it’s not about me LOL) So like I said subscribe, share and like my beauties.
Until next time x
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